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My sanityOne second to the next I change my emotion, One minute to the next I change my mood, One hour my features change.
Day in day out I change my mind, whether or not to wrap my car around a tree, to cut my arms or to claw my eyes out, or to just go starving for eternity.
One minute I think everyone likes me, the next everyone wants to just make fun or to kill me. I go somewhere to be in a quiet place, to cry myself into my right mind, or to cry myself into a calming slumber.
Just to sleep sometime scares me, being in the astral plane shoots me back My sanity
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Star Wars Christmas poem'Twas the night before Christmas when all through the NT realm, not a thing was stirring not even a winged elm. The sabers were hung by the night light with care, In hopes that Master Yoda soon will be there.
The jedi were nestled all snug in their beds while visions of the future danced in their heads And obi wan in his hooded robe and I in my cap had just settled down for a short winters nap.
When against the window there arose such a clatter, I sprang from the bed to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash,
Tore open the shudders and sa Star Wars Christmas poem
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My out of body dreamAs I wake through the blackness of my unconcious I am laying on my stomach on the couch looking around through the haze of myself at the night-lit room. All of a sudden I sense presences through the walls of my house at the back door breaking in. I feel them running to my parents and I start to hear screaming I am startled but try to continue watching. I sense them walk towards where I am through the hall it seems they are pulling people but I do not feel them where they are suppose to be. As soon as I sense them closing in and sensing me, I am pulled back because of my fear of seeing them and I wake on the couch laying down on my back. My out of body dream
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Tattered wing
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YAY

Sun Dec 14, 2003, 12:29 PM

I got my new HD and OS for my dormant windows machine and it is working perfectly

Specs (its 4 yrs old dont go nuts

) *= new or added before it died:
Windows 2000*
40GB Maxtor HD*
500mhz
CD/DVD-rom
Nvidia Geforce 2 MX 200 32mb*
~190 mb ram* (a stick of 128mb... and one of the sticks from compaq i hate that they break it down into two sticks retarded)
compaq onboard sound card (works nicely btw)

only thing that doesnt work anymore is the ethernet card

I cant get the drivers for it unfortantly for some stupid reason (been a pain in the bum to copy files from my moms computer and my mac)

Next I might go asking for a wireless ethernet card cause I already bought a basestation for my apple (if anyone knows how to successfully open the dumb ports for it I would be grateful cause I havent had much luck)

Anyway... gonna get everything updated and such then work on getting all my files settled in then start working on a 3-d pic and maybe a small animation who knows

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Current Residence: Ohio
Interests: Star Trek, Star Wars, Vampires, any sci-fi fantasy thing
Favourite movie: V for Vendetta
Favourite band or musician: Dont have any favorites just stuff that appeals to me
Favourite genre of music: same as the band and musician but no rap or new country o_O
Favourite style of art: Painting and 3d art/animation
Operating System: Windows 2000
Wallpaper of choice: dark and gothic :D
Favourite game: Jedi Outcast 2, Bloodrayne
Favourite gaming platform: PS2 and PC
Favourite cartoon character: Ed from cowboy bebop (been told i act like her a lot)
Personal Quote: "resistance is futile, you will find me adorable"
Tools of the Trade: does that mean artists tools or the two katanas that I own?